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That's the thing about being hopeful,

People would say 

You look happier.

You look radiant.

You look alive.

That's because you actually are. 

Sure they'd never assume the fact that you are actually struggling to put it all together, 

that you are actually holding everything in place so beautifully under that sore smile, from eventually falling apart.

But to be seen, even in the slightest light of change is quite satisfactory, no?

At least, for me up until now its like a bit more than enough. 

Good Lord, Its like someone saw you crying in the middle of the night, and decided to hold you and give comfort by the 'Hey, i see you & trust me, eventually everything is going to be alright', phrase.

x,

mz.