Moments

That 2 am call that reminds me of how grateful i should have been with life. There was something calm within the first seconds of the call. But it all changes into a complete heartbreaking-moment as you started to cry painfully and whine about life. As far as i could recall, you weren't whining about how life sucks but more to you, reminding me of how precious every breath and every heartbeat we humans took each and every day. You were crying, at the same time, shattering.

I was surely very far away to understanding the pain you're going through but hearing you there for a time in the middle of night, one thing i was very certain, for sure. You, were in pain. You are at the rough edge of your bareself, and even now and then, you are still searching for a place to take hold as you know, no one understands. And no one will.

And eventough i don't, pal. I'll try. Just please, do stay strong. 

Miz, 2017.